Welcome to my safe haven. This place is my secret and my whole truth. Funny how what's become normal, nobody in my real life could guess. This is my constant struggle to become the thin, perfectly controlled entity that has to be inside me somwhere. Or else I must completey disappear. SH and ED warning. Thanks for reading.
Wednesday, 6 June 2012
fifth of june
I think my scales have been lying to me. The other day, I was at 109.4 which was an improvement as I was recovering from the three week binge. Yesterday it was 108.2 and I snacked quite a lot. But today, it's 107.8. I don't know whether to be elated or dubious. Anyway, I'm so tired,move been staying awake until 1 and sleeping until 11 and it really screws with my life. Plus I'm starting to get that sinking feeling again because it's Wednesday now and I've not got that much longer until school. Anyway, hope you're all okay. :)
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